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I find myself afraid more often than not
of every little thing, of every living thing.
you are sunlight in human form, angel static, smile porn.
"cure" is just a pretty way of saying "death", don't fuck with it.
you choose your favourite colours and fill me in,
we cannot be friends, we cannot be friends.

I want to hurt you for fun, because it seems like you'd like it.
I wish you'd open my throat, at least it'd feel fucking honest.
What do you not understand? Am I that temperamental?
It's just I love when you breathe, because it's so sentimental.

I am so warmed by your winter touch.
in you I trust, for god I lust.
Even if you are just a voice inside my head. or a broken cigarette, or the words that I forget.
I want to be the breath that you exhale from your lungs, just for fun, just this once.
Maybe when I'm dead you'll find some depth in what I've said, and make me live again as a friend you never had.

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from I Haven't Gone to the Beach 'Cause I Don't Really Get It, released December 24, 2016

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Cody Smith Ottawa, Ontario

C. A. Smith is a songwriter and musician based in Ottawa, raised in the Lanark County countryside.

Known for his combination of melodic music and poignant lyrics.

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